DaisyTeen

小清新纠结懒癌末期患者
—— Hello Social Phobia

Depressed

i picked up my negative energy recently

especially when QRL died from DEPRESSION

more and more articles begin to illustrate on this disease

almost all the symptoms quite match me

i'm really afraid one day i will be overwhelmed by this monster

i will be conquered by this beast

tearing me apart from everyone else around me

especially my family

i know how hard they will suffer if losing me

i swear to live healthy both mentally and physically

but yesterday LW was transferred to the other apartment

it really distracted me and i cannot stop thinking of my job again

am i important in this company?

am i the one being kicked out a month later?

am i doomed to be ignored or swpet away?

they took me for invisible and not essential at all

i felt insecure and deserted and unconfident once again

i still have not guts to frankly tell my parents about it

how can i tell them i am being dismissed with such an insiginificant title?

i hate that horror for real

nothing but induge myself in overeating again even not hungry at all

staying up late even my eyes already closed

it really sucks

i really hate what i have currently acheived


#fake smile

#silent words

#heavy trudge

#sleepy soul

#walking death



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